Sunday, December 11, 2005
It's been days since I posted my last entry. Nobody reads my boring entries anyway!!! =/
Everything might be for some twist of fate.
Sometimes things just get so complicated for me to make a decision. But I don't think its that confusing for me at times. I just don't know what I really want. Am seriously not ready to commit into a relationship, and I don't want to. I'd rather you had never told me anything. I feel really weird at times.. Probably we should keep a distance as in
can you please stop treating me like your girlfriend? It's funny noe. If you happen to see this. I hope you understand and get what I really mean. Sorry..
I know I'm not the only one having these headaches every now and then (hahaha!), but I don't get the sudden raise in r/s problems among my girls. I REALLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND.
Especially for one dearest who sms-ed me saying that she got beaten, I REALLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND why in the world would some sickening bastards enjoy beating fragile women up.
It really saddens me more when she is one of my closest. Not because she is physically hurt but
sigh.. Apparantly I cannot do much. Aiya I dunno wad to do lah.
And I've fallen ill again lor! I'm down with cough and serious flu again. Even slight fever the day before I think. Can I change a nose??
Another thing. I cannot tahan stupid people with fucked up attitude.
The one who talks to me like he's some kinda big boss or whatever shit. He thinks he's a damn big fuck with a big dick? Sorry lor. I think your kukubird is just like my little finger, or maybe smaller! MUAHAHAHA. You damn idiot. One more time and I'll hire a disgusting rapist to rape you so agressively that you scream while you beg.
ROAR!!! 你走开!!!!!
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